My father taught me to ride a bike. He used to run
along beside me holding the saddle. One day I realised he wasn't there. I fell
off.
Adventures inside the mind of Adam Dean
Thursday, 2 July 2015
Wednesday, 20 May 2015
Not what you normally expect in the khazi
Dydd Mercher, ugeinfed, Mai 2015
Wednesday 20th. May 2015
Haven’t done this for a
while. Croeso ‘n ol.
Sometimes the most uplifting
conversations are heard in the most unlikely of places.
I called into a large
supermarket in Pontypridd recently and before shopping, availed myself of the
toilet facilities. There was a gentleman of a similar age to myself standing in
a corner outside a closed cubicle door. This is the conversation I heard:-
From inside the cubicle: ‘I
locked the door Grampy, so no one can come in’.
Grampy: ‘ Right oh then.’
Cubicle: ‘Grampy, will you
get the toilet paper for me?’
Grampy: ‘Well I can’t….you’ve
locked the door’
Cubicle: ‘Grampy, can I tell you something?’
Grampy: ‘Of course.’
Cubicle: ‘I love you with all my heart’
….Brought a tear to my leg, I
can tell you….
I felt compelled to say, ‘That’s
made my day, Butt’.
Tuesday, 7 October 2014
PAX, CARITAS ET CONCORDIA
It has been a while, but
I don’t imagine that many of you have been crying in your beer in a state of
anxiety, waiting for my latest offering.
PAX, CARITAS ET
CONCORDIA
Now I didn’t study Latin
in school but although the meaning of Peace and Love are plain enough, Harmony
on the other hand, is not so easy to understand.
[Sorry, the memory of
E.L. Wisty (Peter Cooke) explaining why he became a miner and not a judge, just
popped into my head, “I didn’t have the Latin you see….didn’t have the Latin
for your judging…so I became a miner instead”.]
I digress (is that
Latin?)
So, Harmony, is it
merely the absence of conflict, and if so, is this a desirable goal?
Imagine a world where
everyone is always in agreement with each other. Can you? Of course not! The
only time universal agreement is possible is when it is artificially forced. At
best, this leads to superficial congeniality – where people are pleasant on the
surface, but
harbour distrust beneath it. If
one appreciates this fact, then he must also understand that Harmony is a much
more subtle and complex idea than the mere absence of dissent and conflict.
Could a more accurate
characterization of Harmony be constructive conflict? Conflict is constructive
when individuals ask interesting questions that provoke new avenues of
discovery, work to understand each others’ point of view and remain open to new
ideas. When an atmosphere of respect and trust is created, and everyone feels
engaged in the decision making process, and then even strong disagreements
cannot destroy harmony.
We
may from time to time disagree with one another, but at the end of the day
(when it is dark!), if we continue to respect and trust each other, mere
disagreements will not disrupt harmony.
It is not possible to
like everyone or expect that everyone should like you. We’re not made that way.
We must still strive to find a way to live well together, in spite of
differences. It is harmony which makes Aikido technique effective. To create
the opportunity for change someone must fall, but safely and remaining strong,
so that you can carry on practicing. Learning to fall well, making it a
positive thing, is as important as how to execute technique.
It is no coincidence
that good ukes make good nages. They really do see things from the other person’s
point of view. They understand both sides of the ‘argument’.
Harmony is not a gift
from God or a happy coincidence. We must work every day, and work hard, to
create Harmony.
Saturday, 8 March 2014
Tuesday, 4 February 2014
More tea, Vicar?
Dydd Mawrth, Pedwerydd Chwefror
2014 Tuesday 4th. February 2014
I lied, this has nothing to do with beverages from the Indian subcontinent or gentlemen of the cloth.
All Aikido technique ends up with someone on the
floor. But that’s not the point. Because there is a measurable physical result
we can determine if our understanding and attitude towards others is good. We
don’t have to ‘wonder’ in a philosophical sense. There will always be the ‘What
if?’ questions, especially from beginners. Most of those ‘what if’s’ are about
hypothetical situations where one might be attacked in the street by one or more
assailants. It is a waste of time to dwell on these questions.
I would describe Aikido as a Japanese martial art
which strives to create situations where attack cannot happen, or,
if it is already happening, will cease quickly, without harm to any person.
Whatever you’re state of fitness or expertise, if you
are attacked, there are two possibilities; you will do something or you won’t.
If you do something, there are two possibilities; what you do will work or it
won’t. No one knows what will happen or what they will do. My hope would be to
avoid potentially dangerous situations by developing a greater sense of
perception; e.g. Don’t go into Pontypridd Rugby Clubhouse and shout out, ‘Up
the Blues’, …well, you could shout, ‘UP the Blues!’, but maybe not, ‘The Blues
got the cash and Ponty are trash.’ I’m sure you get my drift.
Cofion, fi fach.
Monday, 3 February 2014
Sorry, I don't have the time.
Dydd Llun, Trydydd Chwefror 2014
Monday 3rd. Fedruary 2014
Three weeks. Three weeks since I took the time to do
this.
Why? Stock answer: I haven’t had the time.
We all have the same time. We choose what we do with
it. For the last twenty-four years I have told people that I’m not usually
available on a Tuesday and Friday evening (and quite a lot of weekends) because
I have chosen to train on those evenings. I have seen many students begin but
discontinue their study very soon after. There is a theory, which seems to have
been supported by my observation, that if you do something ten times, same day,
same time, each week, it becomes a habit.
So, when a new student joins the class, I can’t help
counting the first classes they attend. For me, at least, Tuesdays and Fridays
have been a good habit.
When I first studied Aikido, it was usual for the
teacher or one of the students to read one of the Ki Sayings of Koichi Tohei
Sensei. That practice has generally ceased now. Perhaps because they seem a bit
mystical, which I don’t believe Tohei Sensei was. There is bound to be some
difficulty understanding something which has been translated from Japanese and
written by someone from a different generation and culture and, as far as I’m
concerned, having an immensely greater understanding of life. However, you may
find these words worth reflecting on.
‘THE UNITY OF CALM AND ACTION
Just as tops spinning violently and rapidly become
steady, the most rapid movement results in calm.
Like the eye of the typhoon, which is always peaceful,
inner calm results in great strength of action. Calm and action are exactly one. Only when
we keep one point and unify our mind and body, can we find spare time even when
busy.
Keep a calm mind and you will be able to perform to
the best of your ability even in an emergency or when facing important tasks.’
Cofion cynnes, fi fach.
Saturday, 11 January 2014
Drummers
Dydd Sadwrn, unfed ar ddeg, Ionawr
2014 Saturday 11th. January 2014
Drummers.
I think drummers get a bad press. You know, all those
terrible jokes like, ‘What do you call someone who hangs around with
musicians?’ Well I would have said ‘groupie’ or ‘roadie’ of course.
A drummer I once played with (stop that sniggering)
kept asking me to teach him to play guitar. He was persistent (most of the
time), so I gave him an old acoustic with three rusty strings and about four
pounds of accumulated grime that resembled small hills on the fret-board. I
said that if he cleaned it up and re-strung it, I would give him lessons.
Chwarae teg, fair play, he did an amazing job on it
and went in to a shop to buy a new set of strings. The shopkeeper said, ‘Hey,
you’re a drummer, aren’t you?’ My butty said, ‘Yes. How did you know?’. The
reply……..’This is a chip shop.’
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